Although you say
Although you say you aren’t actively searching for something, it’s clear that you are not satisfied nor happy with what good is front of you whether it be consciously or subconsciously. Go on & explore for I shall never be one to hinder one’s curiosity, but I surely guarantee that I will go on explore … Read more
Mankind’s insatiable need
Mankind’s insatiable need to coordinate every phenomenon with an explanation is absolutely exhausting; just being around it drains me. It is as if man needs a reason for every meager thing in order to be alright with our existence. Why is it difficult for many to just let go of the ego, accept all that … Read more
I have truly outdone myself
I have truly outdone myself in fainaiguer. A professional procrastinator, I am. While I justify this by calling attention to its potentiality of brewing creativity (& ideally, brilliance) under adrenaline, a dear friend further justified my procrastination with under-stimulation. Perhaps he is right & certainly do find its relevance in my responsibilities; I may just … Read more
just as trees cast away their dulled leaves
just as trees cast away their dulled leaves when the time comes, we must disconnect our ties with mournful memories, shed any remnants of the painful past we may still grip onto; for they only tarnish our shine, & bruise our soul black. loosen your grip on griefs, shed away the haunting wounds; let it … Read more
It’s bloody past four in the morning
It’s bloody past four in the morning. I have not slept a wink & nor will my mind allow it. Past four, & I am here cooking with purple Peruvian potatoes – tell me, who in the world does that? They’re still roasting lovely on the stove. In my defense, I’m taking a breather from … Read more
coffee, cigarettes, & candles all night
Another sleepless night, so I turn to caffeine, nicotine, & sandalwood scented candles. Soon, I will be immersing myself into a sea of words, both born & unborn… & what would follow suit is the birth of the unborn inside. I will leave here for now, with this: Find ecstasy within yourself. It is not … Read more
The voice
The voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses. E.E. Cummings
bonjour tout le monde
A certain darkness, especially in New York City, is needed to see the stars; & in this case, the waning crescent & Venus.
Grace, La Flâneuse
